hahas i sang today

since it was my second time already , i wasnt as nervous as my first time hahaha (duh?)
but then like God was reali so so so good and awesome la.
cuz like music prac in the morning was kinda screwed cuz like everyone was just like doing their own thing but well , we managed to get through praise and worship and even did it relatively well by the grace of God !!!!!
hahaha

God has reali been telling me stuff and working many many miracles this week of which i shall name some that i have recognised and rmbered. (God's miracles are like too many to name so i shall just name the more distinct ones)

recently:
thursday - mini service

i was getting all worked up and angry (but hungry and desperate all the same) when i was asking God for a vision . then like God just told me that i needed to tone down and always rmb that He will give me a vision in His time and i should just focus on relaxing my mind and soul and just receive.

cool or what ?

friday -music prac

super impactful , we sorta had a mini debate about hunger and desperation and i suddenly felt like sharing my experience on thurs. so i did. then like i understood many many things about hunger and desperation which i never ever understood.
aiken shared that he never knew what hunger was and i suddenly reflected upon myself because i myself knew nuts about what it was like to be hungry and desperate for God then i was like " God please show me what hunger is."


saturday- at the bus stop waiting for the bus

before music prac todae. i was at the bus stop waiting for bus 12. i was like telling God stuff about the hunger and desperation thing and suddenly i felt very unwell (i always feel unwell when the presence of God is present weird huh?) and then i felt like barfing and all then i was like sorta ' craving' for the nice comfy bus 12 which had air con and clean seats and blah then i started complainiing (in my head) about the busstop which was hot and stuff and smelt like people (the stinky people smell when too many stinky ppl come together) it was reali then where i was desperate for the bus to come then i was all : God please please please let the bus come NOW cuz i cannot stand it .

altho it was weird la. like who gets all desperate for a bus to come and blah but i reali feel that God was letting me feel the hunger and like i said "craving"

oh er. in conclusion . when i finalised (means finally realised for short hahahas! that was a word i created sub-conciously) that it was probably a revelation from God , the bus suddenly came. it was super accurate la.

like ooooo!!!! i GOT IT I GOT IT! *bus comes*

I MEAN LIKE WOW?!!??! what are the chances?

proves that God is reali there and he is watching over me like always.


ubersuperdupermegaawesomely COOL LA!
anways i gtg ! nites!